AP English Literature Blog Post #4
I must begin by saying how shocked I was when I read the
note from Julia. I read it at least twice to make sure I read it correctly.
After I was done reading the simple three word note, I needed to reread the rest of
the page because I was still stuck in the “no way” and the “what does this
MEAN?” stages, then I again felt the need to reread the note. I might have also been tired, but I closed
the book for a snack break and to consolidate what I just read. In Nineteen Eighty-Four, two weeks before the note, Winston
was seriously considering bludgeoning her to death with a nice old paperweight
he had just purchased, and before that he wanted to beat her and rape her and
leave her to die. Winston thought she was spying on him and would undoubtedly
turn him in to the Thought Police, which could only end with Winston being
vaporized. Instead, she clandestinely hands him a note, ironically after
falling, which says “I love you.” After this encounter Winston finally speaks
with the girl, whose name he does not even yet know, and they agree to secretly
meet somewhere. I have only completed about two thirds of the book and they are
already in a romantic and lustful relationship together, they are conspiring
against Ingsoc and Big Brother, they have joined an underground group called
the Brotherhood together, and they do not wish to be permanently separated. After
becoming more familiar with each character, I have found evidence that they are
a good match, but it was only much after the initial shock that I found this
idea possible, and for this reason the chapter containing the revealing of the
note momentarily upset me. While Julia is very youthful compared to Winston,
they both seem, in their own ways, quite rebellious. They are, however,
rebellious in different ways. Julia superficially plays her part; and Julia rebels,
so far, in less than significant ways while ignoring the scope of the power of
the party. Winston also plays his part, he rebels much less often, but he does
not fail to realize the impact and power of making up reality. Winston sees the
other people as the sheep they are made to be in the book, and it terrifies him
as it should anyone. Neither of them have significantly rebelled yet because of
the risk of the Thought Police.